july
BEE LB
i am avoiding exaggeration for fear of retribution. always,
eyes over my shoulder. my own, another’s, the past’s
it hardly matters. the sky opens like a wound. i open my mouth
a weak metaphor falls out. i cannot contain anything i hold. still,
i try. i dust the shelves or watch decay gather. given enough time
the result is the same. none of my results have come back yet
i’m certain. of what, i could tell you but i cannot say. i am waiting
for ears like my own to listen. waxy, unused, paired parallel to a
mouth incessant. the children screech & i wonder until i fall
upon the date. a different kind of wonder, time. a different kind
of child, i. the tongue of the day licks its teeth, swallows hard.
i meet the end’s eyes, raise my chin, ask the definition of defiance.